Agonizing Heartbreak 

I don't know how I lost you;

Till now I'm still bewildered. 

The more I wish you were back,

The farther you went away. 

I tried to reach you though words,

Conversations, body n mind exercises,

By emptying thoughts, devouring hope,

Savoring art, refraining from dreams. 

You are nowhere to be found. 

Did you leave because I was too clingy,

Didn't see how precious you were,

Or worse, took you for granted?

Are you ever going to return?

If only this was only a hide and seek. 

Then I might have a lucky chance to find you;

Even not in the near future, I will be satisfied. 

And I will cherish you dearly,

Long until I go gently into the night.