On the Path to Heaven

I had had faith,

Until I started to seek the truth of the universe,

Through scientific studies of the Eros,

And acquisition of defined knowledge. 

I had been happy and fearless. 

Then slowly was I, despite subconsciously reluctant, 

A skeptist to turn. 

In worries and as a Zombie I since has been living. 

I'm not a believer, but already a seeker on the path to Heaven. 

I have doubts, but try to build a spiritual house to ward off desolation. 
 

Bequeathed with Hope,

I shall know love and how to love

Way before the abrupt stop of vicious, cyclical suffer.